Wraynisims

It has been a while since I last blogged.  Been working a lot, dealing with crap in the homestead and the positive is I reconnected with my best friend Mandi!! I am so happy to talk to her again. She has been busy with work and planning her wedding and she just started schooling for nursing this year so we have been missing one another with me working nights and her being a day walker lololol.

Halloween is creeping upon us and I am not sure what I will be doing that night as of yet. I do know I do not want to take Alex's kids trick or treating, he can do that and spend his time with them. With me not being able to take my own kids, I really do not want to be taking his out.. selfish of me I know, but I really miss being able to do that with my kids seeing as it is my favorite holiday. I did last year with is kids and it was VERY emotional for me. I felt like I wanted to cry seeing all the kids out with their costumes and having fun and I couldn't share that with my kids but I had to put on a happy face while I was around his kids cause I didn't want to ruin thier time... it was difficult. Bill and I use to dress up with the kids and take them around the neighborhoods, I loved hearing all the excitement of the neighborhood kids and seeing all the great costumes. Being able to see the decorations of the neighbors and smelling the crisp October air, hearing the leaves crunch beneath our feet as we scurried along to the next house where treats awaited us... I really miss it. I was not allowed to celebrate Halloween when I was a kid because my mother believed that Halloween was a holiday that celebrated the devil. *sigh* I wish people would get information before committing an idea to a belief and then making their kids suffer for it. Maybe that is why Halloween has become my favorite holiday, because it was taboo for me as a child. *shrugs*

My new addiction is the Facebook apps. Ugh!! I can't get enough. With me not playing WoW anymore, I have replaced the WoW gaming addiction with the Facebook app games. I can't help it! When I was on Myspace, I was awesome on the Vampire Wars. I was a level 98 and now I had to start from scratch again. Oh well I guess the fun is the journey, right?

Oh yea, I have also reconnected with Kasey, another old friend from Minnesota! I love seeign pictures of her and her daughter. Marissa has gotten so big!!!! Well I am off, have a good one, untill next time.